Struggling along….

Still not doing well with being alone. A bit better with reaching out, and asking for people to be there for me. This was a tough week, and I don’t see them getting much easier, although Tom seems to think I am doing better.

I am struggling so much with all of this. I just want to get through it and be over it, and I’m afraid that will never happen and I will always have to fight iit. It’s just such a hard thing to fight….