hanging in there…

Well, I have a job of sorts now volunteering with the Red Cross starting next week, hopefully that will help me feel some purpose in my life again. I’ve sent lots of resumes for SQA jobs and such, but nothing comes back. Very frustrating. And I still have the problem of how to fill my time on my own – just can’t seem to think of what to do, or sometimes why to do it if I do think of something.

Ordered some books on depression rom Amazon, maybe they will help. Talk therapy doesn’t seem to do much for me, but the new “cocktail” of drugs seems to be helping more. At least I feel more coherent and together than I have for a while. But there is still an edginess to it that slips into the depression at times.